February 2010
67 posts
“Real friendship is a rare and precious gift, strong, stable, yet fragile, and...”
– Anonymous
Melancholy..
It finally hit me tonight. It really turned my day upside down. I was having a great day until I realized something. Tonight, I realized that no matter how much I try and try, I will always be number two. (Yes, this is connected to the blog from the other day and it’s not about LOVE relationship. Just friendship.) Sometimes, it’s not hard to think that something’s wrong with me....
January 2010
67 posts
“Some of us think holding on makes us strong; but sometimes it is letting go.”
– Herman Hesse
I’m caught in between three people, including myself. I feel selfish. Then I feel like a martyr the next second. I wish I didn’t know much but I do and there’s nothing I can do about it. Why do I always have to be in the situation whenever I have to pick in between my happiness or other people’s? Then, once you think that things are finally getting better, once your wound...
Wishy wash, wishy wash.
Hello! Well. Here I am again. This is my simple babble of the day. Why? Because I like babbling. Nonesense IS pointless but sometimes, it CAN lead to a very.. Let’s say, very meaningful point, I guess? Okay. I’m confused but let’s just get started..
I hate being second best. Seriously. It always seems like no matter what I do, I’m always second. Somebody’s always on...
Psalm 46:1 - God is our refuge and strength, a...
WatchWell. This was from Sunday. Second verse and chorus. I was nervous. TO DEATH. But God carried me through, like always. :)
EDIT: People in the ensemble were smiling, I THINK, because of the whole Buddhist thing. I keep saying/singing it weird. Haha. I love them all though. <3
The weekend.
First off, this weekend was really fun. Thursday night was when I hung out with Bridgette and watched Night At The Museum 2 and attempted to watch Cloudy With A Chance Of Meatballs but it didn’t end up so well. We just fell asleep. From 12am to 2am. Then went to read our Bibles before laying in bed and just conversing. We had a long talk about XOXO and what it meant and why. PFPF and...
“It’s a crazy concept. Because it’s only human for us to want to keep a box of...”
– Gabe Saporta
:/
Quick rant on how much I miss Papaw. :/ My best friend. I was washing dishes when my mom told me that another bomb was dropped in Afghanistan. My heart jumped. When we checked online, it was dropped elsewhere. Thank God. It made me worry so much. I hate him being so far away. And I rarely get to talk to him because of my schedule and his as well. I don’t even remember the last time I spoke...
The blog about absolutely nothing..
Let’s see. Well today was a lazy day. I’m not ready for school. I’m dreading my night classes. I’m trying not to procrastinate but we’ll see how this plays along this semester. I’m ready for summer. No wait, I’m more ready for spring break since it’s closer. I get butterflies whenever I try to picture myself out of college. I wonder if I’ll...
For I've been through enough to know He'll be...
“Perfection cannot be reached, because nothing’s perfect. But things...”
– John O’Callaghan
Nerd Night..
Was great! :) I won as the NERDIEST nerd. I tucked my button up shirt in my skirt. I wore these 3D glasses that were huge. I put my hair in high pig tails. I wore my retainers. I wore high socks. And lastly, I had a “KICK ME” sign on my back.
Anyway, I’m pretty sure you’ve seen the infomercials we made(if not, check it down this page). That was great. Yellow Thing 5000 was...
WatchYellow Thing 5000.. What could YOU do with this? :)
WatchHomework Can.. What’s YOUR GPA?
Hey, I'm just saying..
As one of my projects in Microbiology, I have to research about microorganisms. Having been clueless and careless about these things, I didn’t know what to write about. So I ask my teacher what would be a good topic to research on. She said, “Do you want something gross?” and I smile and say, “Yes.” So this is apparently how a Guinea Worm looks like. It’s a...
Let's blog..
La la la.. I’ve been coming to school for two days. Schedule? Absolutely ridiculous but I think I can work with it.
Mondays:
12:30-1:45 = Microbiology Lecture 6:00-8:45 = Anatomy and Physiology Lecture
Tuesdays:
12:30-1:45 = Music Appreciation 2:00-3:15 = College Algebra 3:30-4:45 = English 6:00-8:50 = Anatomy and Physiology Lab
Wednesdays:
12:30-1:45 = Microbiology...
All I can say is that today was such a help to me. Wow. It’s hard to explain but it’s just the emotions that tell it all. Goodnight. <3 College tomorrow. WOO?
WatchEnd Of The Year Trip. Gotta watch the HOOPTIE rap. x)
